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Feb. 14th, 2003 03:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thatabbygirlback! computer was in the shop for a while, getting the keyboard replaced. this, unfortunately, seems to have failed to fix the problem. i am SO FUCKING STRESSED about the computer situation when i have to take teh most important test EVAH!!!! on a laptop in just about a week and a half.
a bit stressed about the week and a half thing even without a useless keyboard.
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fastrada and others have said, i am not handling all this very well. i am spending too much time in the house, which drives me batty. i am eating too much, while simultaneously obsessing about how fat and ugly i am. i am wanting to sleep all the time, i am depressed. gah. i see nothing really to do about this except just wait it out and take the test and be done with it and have it over.
i feel so uninteresting--this is all i can talk or think about. i am incapable of participating in everyday conversations. "what'd you do today? i sat around and learned the intricacies of the rule against perpetutities as relating to future interests in real property. and my 'i' key won't work." people don't want to hear that unless they are very close to me and care about me a whole bunch--and even those people get sick of hearing it. hell, i get sick of saying it, even thinking it.
tonight i am going to get all prettified and go out to me & the boi's favorite nice restaurant out, the hillmont. well, we have other favorites but they are exorbitantly expensive and this is a managably expensive night out. after dinner, we might go to a club or might go see daredevil but nothing too late because i have to get up early to go to the sherrif's office tomorrow morning to get my fingerprints taken. nothing says romance like fingerprint cards!
i did get one valentine's day good thing-- FX ran a 90210 marathon of valentine's day episodes. woo!
also, this keyboard DOESN'T FUCKING WORK.
a bit stressed about the week and a half thing even without a useless keyboard.
as
fastrada and others have said, i am not handling all this very well. i am spending too much time in the house, which drives me batty. i am eating too much, while simultaneously obsessing about how fat and ugly i am. i am wanting to sleep all the time, i am depressed. gah. i see nothing really to do about this except just wait it out and take the test and be done with it and have it over.i feel so uninteresting--this is all i can talk or think about. i am incapable of participating in everyday conversations. "what'd you do today? i sat around and learned the intricacies of the rule against perpetutities as relating to future interests in real property. and my 'i' key won't work." people don't want to hear that unless they are very close to me and care about me a whole bunch--and even those people get sick of hearing it. hell, i get sick of saying it, even thinking it.
tonight i am going to get all prettified and go out to me & the boi's favorite nice restaurant out, the hillmont. well, we have other favorites but they are exorbitantly expensive and this is a managably expensive night out. after dinner, we might go to a club or might go see daredevil but nothing too late because i have to get up early to go to the sherrif's office tomorrow morning to get my fingerprints taken. nothing says romance like fingerprint cards!
i did get one valentine's day good thing-- FX ran a 90210 marathon of valentine's day episodes. woo!
also, this keyboard DOESN'T FUCKING WORK.
