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Feb. 4th, 2004 05:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thatabbygirli feel really disconnected and floaty this week. at first, i thought it was all because of the painkillers i've been taking for my ankle, which turned out to be sprained pretty badly. (telling people i hurt it dancing too enthusiastically to morissey is pretty silly.) but i've been off the vicodin since sunday and i don't think naproxen is supposed to make you all ... stupid.
i'm stupid. i can't remember what i'm supposed to be doing. i can't write coherent stuff at work - i looked at the few paragraphs i managed to squeeze out on monday and i have to idea what the hell i was trying to say or how my syntax got so fucking ugly. i look around myself periodically and am confused about how i got into the middle of situations.
this has got to stop. i want to feel sharp and focused and on top of things. i hate feeling vacant and spaced out all the time. will stopping the naproxen (500 mg, 2/day) help? do i just need to concentrate on getting more sleep? is this a fact of life this week that i'll hopefully have recovered from next weekend? help a stupid girl out.
i'm stupid. i can't remember what i'm supposed to be doing. i can't write coherent stuff at work - i looked at the few paragraphs i managed to squeeze out on monday and i have to idea what the hell i was trying to say or how my syntax got so fucking ugly. i look around myself periodically and am confused about how i got into the middle of situations.
this has got to stop. i want to feel sharp and focused and on top of things. i hate feeling vacant and spaced out all the time. will stopping the naproxen (500 mg, 2/day) help? do i just need to concentrate on getting more sleep? is this a fact of life this week that i'll hopefully have recovered from next weekend? help a stupid girl out.
